Falling to pieces

Everything I touch falls to pieces,
All I want is out of reach, and
I cant stop drinking.
I cant stop thinking.
I cant stop wanting.
I cant stop reaching,
Reaching out for something that isn't there,
Reaching out to someone who doesn't care,
Reaching out in an attempt at best,
To put my soul to rest.

I hear the words that get me to bed.
They are there forever running through my head.
I hear the words, your speaking more,
The words are different from before.

You change right before my eyes.
Who is the person under this disguise?
Your not the man I thought you were,
No longer feelings for me stir.

You had your taste you want no more.
Promise's made lie on the floor,
Next to my heart ripped out again,
This time by someone who was a friend.

I'm still falling into pieces,
Something sharp my finger reaches, and
I can stop drinking.
I can stop thinking.
I can stop wanting.
I can stop reaching,
For nothing was ever there,
There never is one who will care.
The only thing i could do best,
Was to put my soul to rest.