I don't know anymore

I don't know anymore...
      if stars still stay on night vigil for me,
      if the night still cries itself to sleep,
      leaving dewdrop tears for the flower fairies.

I don't know anymore...
      if the rose's love is still as pure
      as the lover's blood that taints it.
      if Romeo sang of undying love
      and died leaving love alone.

I don't know anymore...
      if lovers still part to meet in eternity,
      if the moon still beckons to the sea,
      if Cinderella's glass slipper really fit her,
      if Snow White and her prince lived happily every after.

I don't know anymore.......
      if God is really just and fair,
      or if He is really there,

I don't know anymore......
      if soulmates exist and meet in lifetimes
      ...if poetry is more than just words and rhymes.