Stay Locked Up

I hate you.
All that i've became for you.
Smiles i used to have.
Now they're gone.
Just like you, And a fourth of my heart.
Promises mean absolutely nothing.
Lies collected in the bags under your eyes.
Hidden from me for so long.
Making me yearn to die.
The fact that you're never going to love me again.
Brings a deep ocean wave of depression over my head.
Causing my breath to leave.
To jump far away.
Crushing my soul into nothing.
Must've been fun.
To play with emotions.
And i must've been dumb.
To let you walk over my heart.
Then slice it with the razor blade you always used on yourself.
Never again will i love.
You taught me it's pointless.
And i've seen first hand, Love doesn't exist for me.