Realize

REALIZE
Here I sit,
While hubby throws a fit.
I am just about to quit,
or find myself something to hit.

Things here are not the same,
People like to play this mind game.
He said she said is getting lame,
Why not just put your family in a picture frame.

I am in the shit,
this I will admit.
I guess I’m ill equip,
to handle this huge bit.

Maybe if I was happy all the time,
maybe if I danced to a tune and said a little rhyme.
Maybe if I divorced him everything would be fine,
maybe if his family was not involved he would be mine.

All the fights we do,
makes my heart blue.
Everything said I wish you would believe because it is true,
your family wants us to be through!

I guess I am the one who lies,
I guess we should say our good byes.
I guess were even and everything is in ties,
however do not let me say I told you so when you realize.