the garden of my mind

ok, i admit, i confess
i am a emotional mess
my heart is bleedin
my mind decieving
i'm lost in a forest of thought
embedded in the rules you taught

in my mind a trail of memories i follow
i saw flowers of hate, misery and sorrow
i saw a tree of families
branching out with love care and insecurities
i saw the golden gates of fate
i saw he whirling pool of lies and hate

i saw the roots of history deep in the ground
the sands of time were found
pandoras box was open
the hearts of stars were broken
the stories of the begining and end of time
the water of youth drank like wine

a waterfall of angels tears
jagged rocks sharp with fears
the rampant choas of my reality
this is the best kind of insanity
the one that goes against the rules of humanity

when youve become everybodies fool
dieing dosen't seem so cruel
youre trying so hard to scream
but youre stuck in this nightmare of a dream.