All in Due Time

I asked the LORD wondering over and over again,
What is with all my this suffering and horrible pain?
Why me? Lord I really can not begin to fully grasp.
What my life means from the beginning and the past.

Was it to teach us a lesson we never did learn,
Or to remind us about hell where souls still burn.
If I could answer any of these questions to come,
Then I would be a great philospher of true wisdom.

Now I'll have to settle with God; am I blessed or not,
Contemplating if my ticket to heaven has been bought.
By all our blessed deeds done good through and through,
It is a must in heaven and God's plan for me and you.