A Helpless Life

Im so happy,my body has just begun to form.
I feel so tin,but I am very warm.
Mommy doesnt know yet,but shes gonna have a boy.
Shes gonna hold me in her arms,buy me new toys.
I can move my fingers,I can wiggle my toes.
This has been a long process,its going by too slow.
Mommy senses, that im in here at last.
I wonder now,if she wants the months to go by fast?.
Ive got blue eyes,and curly blonde hair.
I wonder if my skin will be dark or fair?.
Mommy is angry,I dont understand.
Shes not happy with me!,shes crying in her hands.
We woke up early, one morning at 7:00.
We walked to the doctors office.Im scared,are they gonna send me to heaven?.
Mommys still crying,shes scared as can be.
I wonder what they are doing,I wish I could see.
Somthing just jabbed me,it hurt awfully bad!
Mommy doesnt love me,is this all the life I can have.
My senses are gone now,im dead,oh how it did burn and sting!
Now im just a thought,of what could of been.
If the mommy I Loved wouldnt of sinned.


Dedicated to all the lost lives that wouldnt of been if people practiced protection!