Love What I Had... What I Want

I had you once, but I foolishly let you go. Jumping into death willingly and not looking back. Foolish and oh so young. I cannot let go, I will not let go. I remember all of my promises. I remember the dreams of us together, happy and in love. This is my chance, I can go back and make it better. Please let him respond by wednesday... oh please, like a child I wait till I can check my mail... and see his name there, my heart will soar and my tears will run, down to my cheeks and along my chin, tears of happiness they'll be.