How far a womans love will go |
She clings to him as the day fades silently Relinquishing its delicate futile hold On the cold, harsh, dying world Night explodes violently into being to take day's place And without mercy it calls all life Into its gaze of hatred and despair And even the dark one she holds to her heart Is tortured by night's star-pale eyes And still she clings to him, lovingly He is strong and dark, beaten and bright Broken by the swift change of life and death Yet glowing with the last hopeful rays of sunlight He is battered more with each moment of lifes pain And his heart grows cold and impenetable And as he stands with lowered head He never sees nor cares that she is there And still she clings to him, hopefully Her hands are clasped before her in prayer Sending her never-ending hope to the stars And even as she prays, her arms enfold him And her brilliant gaze never leaves his face Hers is a soul that has shed all her hopes And all the feeble light she possesses To weave him a bright and noble cloak And still she clings to him, desperately Though he sheds and discards the cloak of her light And forgets it was ever there, she stays Her unwaving eyes wrap him in protective crystal To save him from his owndark fears But he shatters the crystal with onecold glance And though she cannot pretend she does not see this She strives to shield him once again And still she clings to him, painfully Her heart throbs with his every tear His pain becomes her eternal anguish And his indifference is a poison to her soul Her death comes to her every night with a thought of him Whispering promises of rest and release Yet she is betrayed to the morning sun every day And rebirth tortures her with the desperate need for him And still she clings to him, eternally Though she is tortured by knowing there is no life with him That he cannot and will not acknowledge her existence Still she stays by his side The fibers of her very soul are knotted to him They vibrate with the rhythm of his breathing And the evershifting shades of his voice But does not know or does not care And still she clings to him, in death He is beaten more with every passing hour By the savagry of the sun, the violence of life The pain numbs his soul, almost to the point of madness Until finally, his heart despairs And his life abandons the rough shell of his body And she is forced to watch him die, then dies with him Clinging to a man who will not and cannot love her |