trust is there

I’ve kept something from you
Something that scares me
To admit it to you
Will surely mean it’s true
And I don’t know love
How is it I was independent
Only had myself, only me
But in just a little time
There are now two values
Those are driving me crazy
You once said I didn't trust you
But it was only my personality
Just Curiosity of how you feel
If you feel the same way as me
Cuz I know you have felt it
Before you ever loved me
So how do I know how I compare?
Baby, I swear the trust is there
It’s just, I’m used
I got tricked, and abused
Never was this new
Until I found you,
I had to look it up
Find out what my heart was full of
I thought it would be bad
But I found your emotions
I thought I never had