In Thought Of You

In thought of you, I lie awake
waiting for the sun to rise
to take away the hopeless feeling,
to bring another day of lies.
My heart explodes in love for you,
yet withers for you don't love me.
In your eyes, I saw my world
and hoped and prayed that we could be.
This aching, yearning lonliness
is nothing like I've felt before.
I swore to you I'd be with you
and stand beside you evermore,
but lying here in thought of you
I reminisce on all the times
and all the laughs and hugs and tears
and kisses when I made you mine.
I never will regret it
even though I feel this pain.
I left and then you left me
and I cannot feel the same.
I'm drowning in the darkness
for the shadows are too deep.
I'm broken into pieces,
but beside you, I'm complete.
Yet your heart does not belong to me...
She stole it and I know
that you are captivated by
this love you say she shows.
In thought of you, my thoughts of you
take over as I cry.
In thought of you, my only you...,
what's left of my love...will die...