Unconditionally

                                                    Unconditionally


the apple doesn't fall far from the tree
an assisted saying of like father like son
where comes from not meaning evil, discreet, indecent
I mean love,
love and relationships one mean thing
to find out whats best, to take distinct notes
as here's what I've seen
i use to believe in love,
rainbows and flowers,kisses and hugs
the painted picture of love which means
no one person could ever come clean
Lie's to protect but refuse to respect
a life of none other than myself,
unconditionally

This person I've grown to learn has shown me no change
I've learned to like because i always took blame,
maybe it was me but nor alone
waited plenty of nights for you to come home
and still then i ask what have i done
as i begin- to fail again at another relationship i have lost one
taken the abuse of lie's to begin to cheat
which would not have made a difference to me
if you believed the unforgivable lie's that began to speak
when you meant more to me than the whole world,
as bearing your offspring
unconditionally

I am down kicked and stumped, beaten until i bleed,
no one to help me save me
too afraid to walk away, to stay as a domestic violence case
to love hard, when the distance is like best wishes,good luck
under no condition do i regret the phases of life i have crept
i don't know your favorite answer, to walk around without no expression
to live not knowing what you want, to deceive with no means as such
a baby furn as us we had begun to grow
all what a joke
a friend doesn't destroy what you have grown to become
a focus so far so deep, motionless i try to retreat locked in a room behind
love patiently,
still
unconditionally

thinking of you my mind goes thru abuse to believe, what we had was so true
the change in heartbeat is the acknowledgment of the relevance,
- you give off to ensure of life well loved ,
to give the options of choices sent to correct us both
afraid of this challenge i will prevail
making sure that physically,emotionally mentally, financially
It all real
not doing what i want because of ones situations
but to say first impressions last impairment and have nothing to regret to this day
maybe somethings,like caring more, to realizing what you had
my rose has been tainted all turned blue revealing a more negative,than glad
different side of me, very unhappy, driving me half insane
never the words i speak be taken in vain,
i have no secrets
never wanted to make excuses,
right now there is no use
you have broken all rules, left me a quarter spoon,
lived life learned each sacrifice I've been hurt before
I cannot run away anymore
I will now call your bluff
having the ability to receive what i have given you trust
unconditional meaning under no circumstance will the words
if or but spell the word I've learned to trust
unconditionally

there is no I in we or us ................
                                                                                                     



22-Apr-07