DEMON POWER #666: PEPSI FLAVORED COKE

constantly, romanticly
walk behind me
so drastically
you gotta see
gurl you gotsta see
all these things
that are haunting me.
so please.

reference to the exception
of my solitude I question
for time and my mind in
everything I have been
holding on.


trying to be someone


I know that I could
but I think too soon.


next to you
Iv"e been feeling great,


I put myself to shame.
making big deals over little things.

I know that"s outrageous
possibly contagious

but that"s how"s it"s gotta be.
don"t you see?


It hurts me less if I don"t think about it
out of sight, out of mind and shit.


you ran into it.
another hopeless romantic
As I try to quit this shit
but yet I can"t let go of it
I cannot change myself,
I need some help,
gotta lot to think about


so
imprison me,


derive from me
all that you would desribe of me
the assholities
in the qaulities
you interpret,
but those guys aren"t me.


I am nothing.
just trynna grab ahold of something
stable and clean


away fromthe real me.


or I"ll stay the same,
nothing changed


everything lies on my shoulders
as I get older and older
these boulders
I don"t even go there.
too heavy to hold there
but still they ARE there
trying to weigh me down


emotional, goin rounds


with my concience.
manhattan project.
boucin" in my skull. Sick.


Im haven it,
seizure fits.


radioactivity all up in my grits
I can"t think this shit.
Im so full of it.


dreams are haunting me
showing me .
to these memories, I flee
because you and me
I guess aren"t meant to be,
and by that I mean,
you are too perfect for me
I have unstable dreams
I have other things
That I have to see


on my hands
trynna go and grab
all that I really once
but cannot have


I gotta be that man.
who got aced out
but he can still
Stand.


Damn.


look at that.


Homeboy looks like he"s fightin" back
but in reality I really can"t.


retaliate in verse
these words
can sometimes hurt


but get over it.


these feelings never quit
my future is meant to be there
above
and below there
you ask where
It"s everywhere
my flows are a step up there
my blind feelings are felt
through my words


that"s why I go there.


when I stare
at these walls
trippin hard
feelin" drawn
To all that"s lost.
I feel gone.


I have to fall.


I have to fall...