Nightmares I Live

My life up to now has been like a prison
All of the answers I seek are trapped inside
The memories are wrapped in crimson
All my thoughts and emotions in a bind...

When I was young, everything went wrong
Now the truth and the end  is ever so near
I have to open the door to see and be strong
To not be scared, fight what I fear...

The secrets that they all keep inside
They created the pain in my heart
Why have the people that adore me lied
Why did all the deceiving start...

The truth is surfacing and coming out
Everyone that I hold dear better get ready
When I know what you hide I will shout
I hope your meek existence is steady...

To feel my pain, forever and a day
Keep in mind, to you I will be dead
Those thoughts that I have carried, will stay
The nightmares I live, will rest in your head...