Pain in my Soul

Pain in my soul,
Darkens my days,
No matter how hard I try,
I can’t seem to forget the hurt,
2 years of words,
2 years of lies,
2 years of hurting that time can’t erase,
More years to come,
But without hurtful expressions,
No longer hearing lies from the devil himself,
Blanketed in red,
The floor collapses beneath me,
Am I ready to take the plunge,
Dressed in white,
Something old and something new,
As I fall I realize,
I don't have my something borrowed,
And what about something blue,
Clinching my fists,
My eyes are blinded,
My life has come back to reality,
All is normal again,
With flashes of light,
And the night sky shimmering in the distant,
Existence as we know it will continue to see another day.