Reality..Spiked gloved smack to the face

Stick with me people...Just read...Please...

Ok so for anyone who will hate this following "poem" if you want to call it...It's really not....Well, here's a big FUCK YOU to you!!!!!!!!!!!!...In big fucking letters...This is NOT HERE FOR YOU!!!...It is simply, non metaphorically, straight up no making this pretty...Just simple fucking words...Because I KNOW that everyone will SOMEDAY if not already...If not again...Have already felt this way....For those who HAVE felt the following...

We've all THOUGHT we've been in love...All been so fucking ignorant...Fell for fucking whores... Or man whores(for women)... 

We've said we'd never make the same mistakes again...Never wrongfully fall again...Never, say those words again...That this time was the last to ever say them...Because we thought LOVE DIDN'T EVEN FUCKING EXIST ...Because no man or woman was ever worth the suffering...Because love was simply a mythological ideal... But in the midst of it all...We found someone to totally eradicate those thoughts of ours...Someone to make us believe once again...And this person is real...This person IS your ONE AND ONLY LOVE...The ONLY ONE YOU WILL EVER TRULY LOVE! Well here's to having a taste of thinking you will or could lose this person which in truth...Has become the very essence known as your FUCKING LIFE!!!......As I wrote this...I literally wept for every fucking one...Because I KNOW what it's like...And out of all the wrong choices I've made and mistakes I've learned from...These words, "I know what it's like"...I have nothing to learn from...Because this person has made me who I am today...Without her I would be nothing but a bum waiting to DIE!...I would be NOTHING!...Would be WASTING MY LIFE AWAY...I WOULD BE DEAD...NO FUCKING JOKE I MEAN IT LITERALLY...Not just because I could not live without her...But I would be in a fucking ditch on the side of the road...Overdosed on ecstasy and other drugs...She is my ONE HERO...The only real one...She is why I am alive... BUT...I ALREADY KNEW ALL OF THIS...So I wish I didn't know this feeling...Because I have learned NOTHING from it...nothing at all...Simply more pain...

SO HERE IT IS...

 

Though your smell is gone,

I can still smell you.

Though your flesh is gone,

I can still feel you.

Though my heart is gone...With you...

I still live......Yet I die...

Then I awake,

But even if it was a dream..

I can't help but cry.....

...Because just as time and reality..

Are simply theories....

Just as my made believe fantasies...

They are the same......

And could someday be............

If that day comes...I KNOW,

That I, will cease to be...