Duel

I challenge you, my friend, to a duel
I would like you to take in my thoughts, and let them suck the life out of you,
I would like you to see everything I see, and let them blind you,
until the only thing you're left seeing are those tiny spots that you try to rub out, and you keep on rubbing them, and keep on doing so until you're left with even smaller dots, that mezmerise you and leave you in a state of bliss that only the buds of smaller things provide you.

I would like you to feel the sensual drug that creeps within me,
that i offer you but you refuse- then i make my way into you..
I would like you to dream the things I dream,
that offer you so many possibilities that you run mad, and hide, and try to isolate yourself from everything that you know is real-
I would like you feel to let me color your world,
to let me paint it black,
and dig your holes,
oh please let me dig your holes.

I want you to know I'm not there for you,
and know I'l abandon you.
And know that I'l keep on challenging you to these duels I keep on prosponing.
im in denial of everything I know is good.

I lied, I always do.