Forgiveness

I forgive myself for ever having loved you
When I knew nothing would ever come of it

I forgive myself all the humiliations
I allowed myself to suffer at your hands

I forgive the person I turned myself into
Just so you would love me

I forgive myself for the hurt I caused us both
All in the name of  love

I forgive myself for lallowing you
to play me like a fool

I forgive myself
For ceasing to live my life
So that I could love you fully

I forgive myself
For choosing you over my family

I forgive myself
For not being able to let you go
And causing myself more unnecessary pain

In forgiving myself 've been able to for give you
Putting my heart at ease