I often wonder

I often wonder what may have happen if we had gone out.
Would we have had a good time, or would it have been a disaster.
Would we have become boyfriend and girlfriend, or would we just have stayed friends.
Is it possible that we could have fallen in love, or just wrecked our friendship.
I guess anything could have happened.
Good or bad, for better or worse.
I just find myself wondering what might have happened.
But none of that doesn’t matter, cause we didn’t go out.
And that then caused me to think that maybe we didn’t stand a chance.
That it may have ended in disaster.
That it would have wrecked our friendship.
I often wonder the good and the bad.
In the end things were said that makes me believe that things could have worked out.
Weather I believe what was said or not is a different story.
I would love to believe everything would have, but even I have my doubts.
I want to believe everything worked out for the best, I truly do.
But I don’t know if that’s what I truly believe.