Betrayed

Pain in life, defied by heart
You try to be heard but rejected from the start
The ones that say they love you, is the one that'll fall away
The ones you put your trust to, will be the ones that'll put you in shame

Remember the girl who made you, you life so complete
The one you made a love war, in which you always tried to defeat
The one you leaned down to kissed her, held he tightly close to you
The one you got close to her ear and whispered "I love you"

But now that I discovered where your true friends lie,
I never thought you would be one of them, who me, you defied
In my face you smiled and told me, all that you was.
But you never told me about that guy, who behind me, you lust
Expecting never to see him, you spoke so sweetly to him
Expecting that i never find out, you balanced me in.

But now that I know the true of you, my question remains the same.
Do you trully love me? or, Is it me that in life you take away in shame?
Toy with my heart but never play the game
you always asked me "do i love you," and for you i tried to regain

Im sorry for the things I've said
and all the things I did
But i never thought you held it in
and you did the one thing, that you knew i forbid

But now im sitting here waiting, for life to take away,
this pain in my soul, to return my life in grey.
Maybe I was better off living all alone
Maybe you wasnt the one, who i really wanted to own
I never regret nothing, not even the time i turned my face on you
But bringing back the pain in my life, is never nothing new

I tried to remember the happiness you gave me,
all the time both of us shared
Laughing and depending on you
always knowing that you cared
But know that you have someone else in mind
is something that holds me down
If its someone worth loving for
then i give up, and I'll leave you without a sound.