Broken Hearted Disappointment

A sudden instance
Of pulsing sight
To try and see if the hidden message
Was directed at you
To want to know if they’re here
Just because of yourself
Want to catch their eye
Hope for them to talk to you
Laugh at your jokes
But mainly pay you the slight attention you want
Or think you deserve
Trying to show what you got
With an unexplainable feeling present
A confusion of what’s happening
All in many rushing heartbeats
To know that they at least see you
Brightens the world above
And comes down revealing your shine
Which slowly fades into nothing
When they walk even further away
From where you were now standing
And the broken disappointment
Hits you like a shunned prayer
And you slowly descend into the world below