i have no idea

Loving you is unevitable.
We had so much that we could give each other
We both knew that it was not nor could be
So we said our dues but never really went away.
It returned twice as strong.
Only this time we knew that it was wrong
You brought it to my attention
I began to notice
Then it hit me like a load of bricks
I finaly understood your worry
So I made up my mind to let you go
To preserve your name and in return you will leave
Never to return, for fear of the pain or the want that still lies there

Its been three long hard years of road with her
She and I have walked the same road
It has not been an easy one
Always dogging things that should not have been said or done
Trying not to alow any one see what was happening behind our maskes of humans
Time has taken its tole on the both of us.
We are now in a state of where do we go next
Do we stay here or leave and then come back
I wish to go but yet not

She wishes to leave and only come back for short visits
Our future lies before us like a swamp that is willing to suck up any fogine object that is placed in its mud traps
Do we stay together or do we let each other go and let one another live there lives the way that they want to
I wish that she would stay with me and allow me to be with her for a very long time
But it is not possible because that’s what love is
Giving up the things that you most want for the others gain.

I fell in love with you on the night of the opera
You were there sitting there right next to me.
We had two hours all to our selves
You were in pain I was in anguish with out you
So we did what we have not done in so long
We clasped each others hands
Electricity went through our bodies
It was so long since we had done that
It was then that I fell in love with you
You can not blame me you know
You gave me every single thing that I have been looking for
When you gave me what I was longing for that night that was it
I fell in love.
Some thing that I never thought possible for me to ever feel again.
I thought that my hart was so cold and unwilling to open to any one
You opened it up and allowed me to feel what I have always wanted