I wish

I wish i could tell you
I wish i could share
i wish i could tell all
i wish i could share
with all the consequences
i wouldnt dare
rejection is my fear
but alone this secret is to big to bare
i wish i could share
no more pain, no more care
to write this is one thing
but to share it is another
what about my mother?
and if i had a brother?
would this secret make them shudder?
Damn-it
I wish i could share
im still the same person
its my lover thats different
when i find one
you'll catch the drift
my gender interest has made a shift.