Lies

Lies all lies she says I love you but all you get is rejection.
I hate what I've done to myself.  I can't explain it she's nothing but a girl.  One of my life lines responses to me is you let her in unwillingly you fell in love truly in love and she threw it in your face.  It was a fools dream me and her togeather I hate myself for subjecting myself to this pain and anguish.  She never cared she says she did and still does but if she did i wouldn't be writing this now would I and we would be happy togeather.  She tells me she doesn't want me to feel obligated but I think she just doesn't want to feel guilty while we're apart.