What You Do To Me

When you smile
My heart stops
Just for a little while
When you kiss me
My stomach flops
And I get weak in the knees
When I feel your touch
I get shivers and chills
And my blood begins to rush
When you call me
I get thrills
Of excitement and glee
When you leave me
I feel crushed
And forgotten completely
When you don't listen
I feel hushed
And that you're not missing
Me at all
And it hurts
And I fall
Into this realm of
Confusion and dismay
And I don't feel loved
But then you turn around
And gently lay
Beside me on the ground
You kiss me sweetly
And look into my eyes
I feel wanted completely
And I'm back to going crazy
Over you and your tries
Of caring for me and I feel hazy
You have me feeling loved
And then you ignore me
Like I don't matter, sort of
And I feel like you don't care
That all I think about is you and me
And for you, I'm always there
You drive me completely nuts
And not just anyone can do that
Sometimes I feel like a putz
This is what you do to me
Everyday, with this and that
And I'm waiting for you to accept me
And let me in
Let me get close
And start to begin
A life, a relationship
It was I chose
To have for companionship
You seem kind and sweet
And I'm waiting for the day
You come and sweep me off my feet
To make me feel wanted
To feel important to you in some way
My dreams are haunted
And I dream of a love
That time will lie down and be still for
But it won't be enough
Unless that love is with you
And you can hold me close to your heart
And I will hold you too
Please don't be afraid
To let me love you
My feelings you do raid
From me and connect them with yours
I haven't felt this spun out
About anyone else before
One day I hope
That you will let my love
Surround you and with me you cope
With your issues
And problems
I will always have a tissue
If you ever need one
I will always be here
For you from dusk til dawn
I hope when I smile
That your heart stops
Just for a little while
And when I kiss you
That your stomach flops
And your knees get weak too
And when you feel my touch
You get shivers and chills
And your blood begins to rush
And when I call you
That you get thrills
Of excitement too
And when I leave you
That you miss me
As much as I miss you
I love everything about you and who you are
And everything you will become
My heart is never too far
For you to reach out
And have for yourself
And not have a single doubt
About me caring for you
And wanting to have you as mine
Because I'm scared too
I'm offering you my heart
Though tattered and torn
And has been ripped apart
But if you're careful
It will remain in one piece
And we could have something beautiful
But please don't forget
To show me how you feel
And you won't regret
How much my heart will grow stronger
From feeling your love
And I will no longer
Be in this confusion of
If I should let myself
Fall in love with you


Janessa Lynn