Dark thoughts

Saturday, August 18, 2007

Dark thoughts



Dark thoughts entertained within my head,
Crawling through the cracks created,
Amongst the calm that I once had,
Inside the space where pleasantness once resided.
Lies now, desires of release, hurt and scorn,
Through screaming, broken, pain and bleeding.

Darkness clouds my once bright outlook,
Perverting, twisting, all I see and feel,
Compells me to lust for dark red, svelteness,
Of sharp edged, cutting and stinging steel,
Mad eyes laughing, bare teethed grinning,
Warm thick blood releases the hurt I feel.

Dark mood engulfs me holds me close,
Feels familiar like a lost friend found,
Gently caressing, dusty corners, crevices of my soul,
That cry out craving for that final restitution,
Strictly deserved by one as foul as me.

No love can touch me and not be tainted.
No kindness can reach me and not be turned.
No luck can find me and not be jinxed and,
No light can penetrate me and not be put out.

I am Darkness. Justly deserved.