late at night...two tea bags and my love

As you breathe in my soul and my scent, the mixture of my stress and sweat,

I think back to when we first met...the flesh and the rest of that other mess.

A unce upon a time that's been forever lost to our memory,

Under the warm blankets in the middle of our youthful winter,

As my heart beat with the rush of the unknown, a bit of fear and foreboding

This was weird, maybe not something destined for me and thee,

It was never supposed to be you and me.

How was I to let go...shy away from your touch,

I tried to hold my breath, pass out so...

I could destroy the reality and recreate this moment,

Call it my illusion, my mind's beautiful dream.

The heart and soul within, rushed to battle my reasonable mind's wish,

As I  remember it now, as our lips met, you and I...the fire and passion within*

Was it only me that was lost, searching to end existence as a single sole being?

It was me who shined, lit up and breathed in and out greedily!

In that moment I solved the infinite mystery- felt enough for eternity

...and finally found the road to my soul and it's sole salvation's being...

What do I say to you today, I still think of you as mine,

In return you wrote me off with a single insensitive word- *Unique-*

Now, I think...it really was my heart playing tricks on me

My mind creating an alternate reality and me-

...I was living life through childish fairytale dreams...