Written on 12.14.04 |
In my mind's eye - I see the snow flakes floating carelessly down, the ground is a puffy white, and snow crunching is the only audible sound. I'm walking alone in my own Winter Wonderland, with thoughts of you and I running wildly unending, through my head. The cold air gives me a chill but is refreshing to feel, I imagine walking beside you, with you and the snow being all I can see, gazing at your face in the December weather, the perfect picturesque to me. I look around in awe of the beauty of this scene, so simple and obscure is this moment that my heart fails to beat. I'm lost in this instant, wishing I could freeze it for an eternity's time. I walk through the snow with you by my side, hoping and praying with every living ounce of me for this moment to come alive. The snow flakes are still drifting, cascading downward slowly, in their reverie, I am waking to an unreality. It's something in my mind, a dream of sorts, you see, though no matter what I try, you and I can never be. And though it is my darkest secret, this harbored love of mine, I will tell all the world my winter fantasy of you, in hopes that snowy skies may bring us together and make this Christmas wish come true. |