A painful emptiness

And then there is that split second,
That brief moment of reality;
When I gaze into your hollow eyes.
I see nothing but a deep shade of black,
Nothing but a cold emptiness.
And for that split second,
A thousand thoughts fill my mind,
And out of those one thousand thoughts,
Only one stirkes upon me;
That is the thought of never being together
And that,
That is the only thought which makes me happy.