Despondent

What would you do if I died right now

Would you ask God why and wonder how

Such a life as mine which seemed so happy, could come to an end so suddenly

Without warning or a sign to let you know that very soon I'd have to go

Deep down inside of me you never knew, the mental hurt and distress that I've been going through

I cried so desperately for someone to hear my plea

Then only one did hear and He rescued me

I was called away from this life of pain

My heart stopped beating, still-blood in my veins

No longer flowing warm and red

Are you happy now that I am dead

Don't cry your tears are bitter and cold

They mean nothing to me they can never console

A heart that has been repeatedly broken and it's pieces scattered

My appeals for affection never mattered

To you who claimed to love me so

I'm not dead yet but I've still got to go

So Goodbye

Written by: Dreamer