I'm Not...

please let me go before i lose control.
everything going on is breaking my soul.
i dont want you to see me like this.
there's nothing here that you're gonna miss.
im nothing special and you will soon see.
im not all you made me out to be.

im not this amazing girl that you saw.
i was breaking down inside thru it all.
im not gonna be able to make it anymore.
so please leave me here like i was before.

you dont need all of my pain dragging you down.
and baby you dont need my hanging around.
what i have left inside of me isnt enough.
and there's nothing there for you to love.
im not special when will you see.
that im not all you made me out to be.

im not this amazing girl you saw.
i was breaking down inside thru it all.
im not gonna be able to make it anymore.
so please leave me here like i was before.

the sooner you leave the better its gonna be.
for you my dear because things could only get worse for me.
watching you leave me is something ive got to do.
i cant sit here and watch myself hurt you.
im not this special girl and you will eventually see.
i was never all you made me out to be.

and im not.....
no im not...
im not no im not...

im not this amazing girl that you once saw.
dont you see my world was falling apart thru it all.
and im not gonna be able to make it anymore.
so im begging you please just leave me here..
oh baby just leave me here...
leave me here like i was before.

ooh. yea.
like i was before.
cause im not.
and i never will be.
im just not.
and im so sorry.
never meant to hurt you.
never meant for this to happen.
but this is something i gotta do.
for this all to end.
ooh.
cause im not.