adversary called love

this is it, that ghastly feeling
the one they said would come
with time, and inanity
of being a improbable girl;
in society's sensible choking world          

this is it, the reason for subsistence
the reason that was unexplainable
because, nobody knew-
the one you can get by being
and overdramatic girl in a vindictive world

this is it, the final breath of innocence
a breath of sin, venturing into your soul
whispering intoxicating words
cause when faced with truth and emotion
you frantically need to cling to believe

this is it, even the bitterest of vicious lies
appear to tantalizing to be deceptive
and the thought of someone good enough
to care, seems almost too sweet - a cross
for my tender heart to bear …