I wrote this about a year ago when I was still using. |
Sittin the the cold of the basement Think of a time ago When your spirits were high and so were you The game was all you began to know What you high on now The green or the blow The kandi and the drugs The high is all I began to know Not that it wasnt like this before It's been a minute since sobriety Falling victim to this social scene Yet tryin to isolate myself from society The moment when you heart begins race All you can hear is the constant pound You can taste the numb in your life Nothing knew when you can see the sound It all becomes a null When youre in heaven for a g I laugh when I say that Cuz thats far from me Seems like all I do Involves alcohol and rollin j's Seems to be all I care about When Im walkin throuh my haze The mania in my mind bouncin off the walls in a natural high Till the next moment of bipolarity When your cursin that you wanna die Never able to sit still Wringing ur wrists tappin ur toes Always assumin ur high No one really knows How it feels in manic depression The ultimate drop and jump When you find yourself Soaring from heaven to slump |