walking on edge

In the vastness of sea, in the deepness of dark
how long should i stare
thoughts encompassing my lonely soul
nights to spend staying awake

bathed in the darkness of night
eyes are turning sore to the lights
leave me alone n let me die
what was i born for
just for a desire to satisfy

am i a human or am i a flame
lighted to brighten your lust
resting over righteousness n just

why do you want kites like me to fly
what pleasure you get in controlling my breath and my desires
draining my blood for the crimson of your lives
just to see a point in my life
i m walking on the edge of a line