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not at all a reference to reality. my girl is the most amazing woman |
she says its just a way to show me im away too much she says its another way to say she needs more love people all around me tell me its still adultery she says it wouldnt have to be if i gave her what she needs she says she can use me because i havent got a clue she says a stronger, better man wouldnt let himself be used people all around me tell me its still mental abuse she says i should wipe my tears because theres nothing i can do she says i should stay at home after work and cook and clean she says she'll be late again and that should be just fine with me people all around me tell me its still hyprocricy she says it doesnt matter i dont have the guts to leave and tonight she may be right perhaps she's right tonight perhaps a stronger better man wouldn't be afraid to fight perhaps i could sit her down and tell her that im done perhaps a stronger better man would have the strength to run she's taken everything ive ever had inside of me and tonight impulse is all i have left to set me free tomorrow, tonight's horror will be cast in another light but im solving all my problems when she gets home tonight they say it's so weird the way she dissappeared they say its not surprising she'd been acting odd for years people all around me watch me forcing out fake tears they say im holding up ok without her being here. --conn |