Tear Drops Coming From Heaven

Tear drops coming from Heaven,
"Dear Lord, can you save my soul?"
This world I live in is corrupt
but facing Lucifer is one of my main goals...
Alot of shit has happened,
in my broken hearted past.
That is why at times, I wish I had a gun,
to put in my mouth and make it blast...
Why is it the ones I truely love,
die so young or get locked up?
Living in this world is hard for me
and at times, I wish I was never brought-up...
Time is ticking closer
'til I take my last breath.
Is in it sad when you feel the pleasure whenever u think of death???
Tear drops coming from Heaven,
can you picture living like me?
Watching the good die young,
I love you Barbra, R.I.P...
Cosmo, Isaaic and mom
I miss you all and I'll see ya'll soon.
But it seems as I get older,
death to me just gets immune...
It's hard for me to move on
because I seen so much growing up as a kid.
And now I'm stuck behind these prison walls
for all the wrongs and mistakes in my past that I did...
Tear drops coming from Heaven,
" Dear Lord, please free my mind."
At this point, I wanna give up
because all day this prison keeps me confined...


To the readers, when I said rest in peace to my mom, it wasnt my real mother. It was a lady who I considered a mom to me bc she was there for me when I needed her and she as well treated me like her own son.... I hope u all enjoy this poem. As it was a poem that I just put no thought into it bc i was going thru alot at the time and I just wrote what I had on my mind. But in time Im gonna do another poem with the same topic with thought into it and have it as a part two...