It can't be true

I’m losing who I was; I’m losing who I was
Will you meet me at the top?
Will you drag me to the bottom?
Can we discover whet is hidden?
I’m still not convinced I’m lost

The dark seems to grow thicker
And it’s pushing me aside
All I wanted was to recover
The old me inside
I cannot feel how I want to
But it’s better than how you want me to

I’m losing who I was; I’m losing who I was
Will you meet me at the top?
Will you drag me to the bottom?
Can we discover whet is hidden?
I’m still not convinced I’m lost

You tried to fill up what was empty
You tried to filter what wasn’t lean
But you never really changed a thing
Now can you see your actions were pointless?
You never truly affected me
I refuse to lose all of those memories
So instead I’ll keep them buried

I’m losing who I was; I’m losing who I was
Will you meet me at the top?
Will you drag me to the bottom?
Can we discover whet is hidden?
I’m still not convinced I’m lost

Inside I’ll stay asleep for one more night
In the morning I’ll find my way
But
I’m not letting you help me up
No, I’m not letting you help me up
Will you meet me at the top?
And will you drag me to the bottom
I’m not lost, I can’t be lost...
Yet