Had I known..

Had I known my present
I would have changed my past
Changed the time I met you
Changed the feelings I developed for you

Changed the answer to that one question
Changed every little thing that reminds me of u this day

Changed my whole life
If that is what it takes
To get out of the situation
I'm in ,today..

It all started with that one simple question
If I understood what you meant?

Not known to me then,
Everything around and in me changed
My mind and my soul,under your control
Thoughts of time we spent together
We were on a roll..
Making me helpless ,making me vulnerable
with every word you had said
It was like a fairy tale then,
Everything seemed just right
Yes baby, I had understood what you meant!

I had wanted to be with you all the time
Wanted to know everything about you
Wanted to do what it takes to
make you happy!

You brought up the wilder side in me
The freak inside me
The devil within me!
All the crazy things we did,
All the adventures we had
Makes me cry today..
And now this is one thing I can say..
Baby I don't understand you anymore ..

I still remember your words
that you don't want me to change
And that I'm perfect
You like me with all my flaws
And that you'll love me forever
Those words had me on top of the world
But it all makes me cry today..

Cause things have changed
People have changed
You have changed
The love we shared is no more
I'm not your perfect person anymore..

Never knew that we'll end up this way
Never knew you were not there to stay
Never knew that was the last kiss
Never knew would never be close to you again
Had I known, would have held you till eternity
wouldn't have been in this state of pity..

Am still longing to touch you,
to kiss you
to be close to you
But all in vain..
You my dear
have made me helpless again...