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The want to cry comes on so fast
As if I don't cry now
My heart will shred to pieces
I walk around as if nothing is wrong
When in all reality
My world is falling apart
Right in front of me
I* don't know why I want to cry
But I know I won't
Crying is not my thing
Crying is something I avoid
Tears never shed
Heart almost in two
The world crashing down on me
And I can't control any of it
There has to be something I can control
Just something has to be out there
Anything that will help
I don't know what to do