fear

Sulking on my bedroom floor no happiness is here,though death is oh so scary life is what I fear, you lied and said you loved me and then tried to make it right,while pretending to be happy all we do is fight.
As I fall into your endless lies im scattered on the ground,youve lost yourself in sefishness my substitute youve found.
If it will make you happy maybe ill just leave,for if I stay I know this story and my heart you will decieve.
If only youd confide in me and tell me how you feel,for im trying to be helpfull but this pain is all to real.
Please my love understand I try to stop the pain,for if you decide to leave me now,my love will still remain.