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more recent feelings that i've been having, a strange point in my life i suppose |
There it is out there for all to see Once all inside, he's wearing his emotions on his sleeve Spent his early life keeping it wrapped tight Decided it was time for some kind of change make the future bright He finally met this girl, his one shinning light One he'd do anything for, prepared to die and fight Of course he has his doubts, and some times they feel so strong This relationship, going so well, can suddenly feel so wrong And it's nothing she's doing, she's doing no harm But the boy is feeling and hearing some kind of alarm He's pulling back, taking no chances, returning to his shell Not prepared to let this girl break his heart and make his life a living hell What is it inside him? Is there something wrong? What's triggered these warning bells and set off the alarm? He's never had his heart broken before, he's not dwelling on past experience He knows he's in love but the joy isn't making him delirious So is it right? Or is it all wrong? Is he doomed to be forever singing this sad song? And he looks all around for some kind of guidance He's not finding any mentors, he's stricken with blindness He's ruined what he had and now she's completely gone Left to once again become part of that throng Of people he doesn't know and lifes he can't relate to He knows deep down that something must be wrong He doesn't think straight, he doesn't fit in In this race world he's lagging far behind Resigned to expressing himself in anonymity online |