I didnt Come Home that Night

One more drink to forget the pain,
nothing to loose nothing to gain
One more hit to stop the tears
no more doubt no more fear
I cant see straight but the feelings are gone
dont you dare judge me, I know I am wrong
I cant stop it any other way
dont know what to do nore what to say
Ime sorry I fucked up ill do better next time
dont worry about me ill be fine
Ill just sit here till I sober up
wait a little while then jump in my truck
Ill be on my way home just give me a bit
after tonight I swear ill quit
So I do what I said and get in my ride
with a bottle of whiskey in the passenger side
Taking occasional sips as I try to steer
turn on my blinker and take a brief glance in the mirror

CRASH I hit a simi,
and I wasnt the only one that didnt go home that night.