Im not okay

I thought this would be easy,
but it seems as if im not getting by.
You're constantly my subject
My heart is stuck in one place.
I want you and you and you only.

I thought I'd be okay with just me
I thought I'd be okay to still breathe
Mabey it's just a lie in my heart.
But it hurts too much with us to be apart.
Why oh why is it the way it is
Oh why oh why does it have to be?
Oh why do they say everything happens for a reason?
Why?
Cuz I want you back with me please.
Just you and me
Nothingelse seems right
Im tired of peolpe saying I'll be alright
But the truth is im not okay.
Not okay, okay, okay


We both knew the truth of the truth
Knew the details inside and out.
But didn't speak of a word
we just let it drag on
I knew I shoulda said something sooner
I shoulda spit out that truth
But I loved the love too much
I just wanted to keep you longer
And I knew you felt the same


I thought I'd be okay with just me
I thought I'd be okay to still breathe
Mabey it's just a lie in my heart.
But it hurts too much with us to be apart.
Why oh why is it the way it is
Oh why oh why does it have to be?
Why do they say everything happens for a reason?
Why?
Cuz I want you back with me please.
Just you and me
Nothingelse seems right
Im tired of peolpe saying I'll be alright
But the truth is im not okay.
Not okay, okay, okay


It didn't end in a my happy ending
Not the way I wanted
nothing but a mess to try to explain
Tears and broken hearts
Hate and regrets from you
A necklace I gave you
Back to me you threw
I knew then we were through.
Only thing left but to try to apologize
The mistake wasn't worth this love
I messed it up for the both if us


I thought I'd be okay with just me
I thought I'd be okay to still breathe
Mabey it's just a lie in my heart.
But it hurts too much with us to be apart.
Why oh why is it the way it is
Oh why oh why does it have to be?
Why do they say everything happens for a reason?
Why?
Cuz I want you back with me please.
Just you and me
Nothingelse seems right
Im tired of peolpe saying I'll be alright
But the truth is im not okay.
Not okay, okay, okay


Mabey the time of us was up
I guess that's the way we were ment to be.
We just gotta let life go on some how.
Go on with your love in my heart.
Accept eachother as the friends we just are
Remember me forever
Mabey the future has plans
Hopefully we can wait and see someday
Till then you're my best friend
But in my heart forever somthing special
Forever mine
Love you like always
But untill then im not okay, okay, okay