Doctor it's not your T that i desire there are rocks in your ashram among the stones jewels and diamonds in the rough silver and gold mixed in with time fear and desire in your blinding light mixed mathematicians and artists with their timing send letters to their teachers with their minds Psychic warriors with families delight in your council and then run with fright when the battle turns into a long days journey into night Jeeps and Jaguars and Porshe Baxters Mitsubishi Eclipse and the full moon remind me that aliens and angels and warriors exist in the pages of my romance novel dedicated to u Porceline Harlequine dolls dressed in black and white with dark eyes and olive skin speak volumes with their presence Alice in Wonderland wonders how to make herself small to fit through your tiny door and drinks the potion to see the waves in your hair and touch the line of your jaw trace the aqualine of your nose in my mind Six two with perfect bones walking past the Amityville Horror on your way to the symphony My Stanley with a jagged smile standing in a leather jacket with Nike on his feet He stands and says I like what she's done with the place pointing at my partners calander as I bang my head against the concrete wall again Crushed, impatient, confused shifting through my humanity praying that the battle has not been lost and that I will not be tossed into the storm of the century again To awaken as Dorthy caught in the eye of the hurricane with frogs and fish in my hair holding a pair of red shoes on the way to Wicked with the man on the moon They tell me I have your sympathy in writing on a thank you card as i make a u-turn to the pizza parlor anxiously awaiting a decision best left to fate It's up to me to call the man of steel As I sit contemplating painting chairs and turning wooden crosses on their side to signify peace and redemption in the room with invisible walls. Basketball, football, hockey games and trinity remind me that you must be flesh and bone in 2008 Echoes of you linger in the empty corridors of my mind and I believe i must see you Pi |