You are my comfort

Another little tragedy
Hurricanes and earthquakes
I only look a little gloomy from the outside

Every time I hold back a word for fear you’ll run away
I tremble and clench my teeth and lose my breath
My heart corrodes a little more… little by little or chunk by chunk
For fear

The greatest of fears
But you choose not to see it

I don’t like solitude anymore
I don’t like being by myself in my room anymore

Loneliness is colder than death
I fear it more than death

I fear you

I fear not having you
So I will silence myself for you

You

Protected in my twisted world of hurt and fear and comfort
I choose you
For fear and hurt
You can give it all

Out there…
There is a strange world out there
And our purpose is to dance it away

Dance until we fall and find our pain
The pain we love to hate
And dance
And dance again