Depression was alll I had inside where all my happiness would go to hide. It would take all of my love, and spew back hate, it would take my patience, and make me irrate. I could not control it, I had to fight every day, I don't want to be like this, but it makes me that way. I went to a doctor who gave me a pill, and told me to take it and I won't be ill. I took the pill as prescribed, but that emptiness was still inside. I got so far down, not another step could I take. I fell to my knees and cried for God's sake. He sent to me the Holy Ghost, and his only Son who loves me most. I still have my bad days, where I can't even answer my phone, but that's ok. I'm never alone. I fear to think what I might have done, if it hadn't been for the Holy Son. I hope this gives someone a helping hand, to rise up and call out, because God has a plan. Sometimes we can't see it, or understand, but I am here to tell you He surely can. When it looks so bad you just want to die , hold up your head and look to the sky. God will hear if your sincere, and pull you up out of the fear. This I can testify to, and I'm sure I'm not the only one, Thank you God for your only Son. |