Everything Real

Everything Real

I can't explain how I feel,
This is such a big deal.
I hate your guts cause you lied,
What we did, you deny.
I konw you do it so you don't go to jail,
Yet, you don't know I'm going through hell.
Wait, you don't give a damn about me,
You love to watch me suffering.
I don't mean to do all this shit,
I'm going for help, I can't stand it.
You won't let me talk to you;
And there is nothing I can do.
So if you don't understand me,
Just forget it... everything.
Everything that I do kills,
I wish that I had died from those pills.
Everyone that I ever knew,
Is dieing because of things I do.
Crying so hard that I might puke;
All of this because I liked you.
I never knew what you were like,
I mean the true you, so don't hide.
You're an asshole to people you hate,
Even though hanging out was great.
Yet you refuse to tell the truth,
And because of you my life fell through.
Yet I would like to stop and say
These few words to you one day:
You don't understand what I feel,
You changed my life, you made me real.