CAROLINES UNSPOKEN WORDS

                                CAROLINES UNSPOKEN PLEA
                                  (A MOTHERS LOVE)

PLEASE; BE PATIENT WITH ME.(MY BRAIN DISORDER IS BEYOND MY CONTROL)
PLEASE; ACCEPT ME THE WAY I AM.(I STILL HAVE SOMETHING TO OFFER YOU)
PLEASE; TALK TO ME.(I CANNOT SPEAK,BUT I DO UNDERSTAND THE TONE OF YOUR VOICE,YOUR EXPRESSIONS,ALTHOUGH I AM UNABLE TO SPEAK,IT DOES NOT MEAN I CANNOT LISTEN.
PLEASE; BE KIND TO ME.(YOUR KINDNESS MAYBE THE HIGHLIGHT OF MY DAY)
PLEASE; DON"T HURRY ME.( EACH DAY I STRUGGLE TO KEEP UP AND UNDERSTAND)
PLEASE; CONSIDER MY FEELINGS.( I AM SENSITIVE TO SHAME,FEAR AND UNCERTAINTY. DON"T IGNORE ME. YOU CAN TOUCH ME, I AM NOT CONTAGIOUS. I DON"T WANT TO BE INVISIABLE.
PLEASE; TREAT ME WITH DIGNITY.( I AM NOT LESS OF A PERSON BECAUSE I AM DISABLED.I WOULD DO THE SAME FOR YOU IF OUR POSITIONS WERE REVERSED.
PLEASE; REMEMBER MY FUTURE.( I NEED HOPE FOR TOMORROW)
PLEASE; PRAY FOR ME.(YOUR PRESENCE WITH ME SHOWS TRUE COMPASSION)
PLEASE; LOVE ME.( YOUR GIFTS OF LOVE,WILL BE A BLESSING OF LIGHT ON ALL OF OUR LIVES)
NOW THAT MY LIFE IS OVER, I MUST ADMIT THAT I WAS SENT HERE ON BEHALF OF GOD. MY PRESENCE WAS A TEST. A TEST THAT HAS BROUGHT OUT THE GOOD PEOPLE AS WELL AS THE BAD. DON"T CRY FOR ME,FOR I AM AT PEACE NOW. CRY FOR THE PEOPLE WHO TURNED THEIR BACKS WHEN THEY SAW THAT I WAS DISABLED. THE ONES WHO IGNORED ME. AND FINALLY THE ONES WHO HURT ME.
IN THE END IF THEY COULD NOT ACCEPT ME, HOW CAN THEY THINK THEY WILL BE TRUELY ACCEPTED BY GOD?
TO ALL THAT CARED ABOUT ME, HOLD YOUR HEAD HIGH, BECAUSE YOU ACED THE TEST.

I HAVE RECENTLY LOST MY DAUGHTER CAROLINE LOUISE, WHO WAS DISABLED. AS A MOTHER, THROUGH MY EYES I NEVER SAW HER DISABILITY. I SAW NOTHING BUT UNCONDITIONAL LOVE FROM HER. I AM BLESSED TO HAVE HAD HER, IF FOR ONLY 22 YEARS.
                                                                         
                                                                        NITE,NITE CAROLINE