What you didn't know...

There are moments when you just don’t understand why,
One tries to hide their feelings and no matter how hard they try,
It keeps coming back,
And now it’s “strength” that I lack,
How can I be strong when my heart aches to be with you?
How many days of wishing and crying do I have to go through?
My mind keeps drifting into a blank space,
And once again, I see your face,
How easy it was for me to fall in love with your heart,
It set fire works from the very start,
I can’t let myself go through that again,
Because all you want is to be my friend.

Beyond our incredulous friendship, my feelings grow,
It reaches to a point where I can’t help it but show,
But what good will me loving you do?
Once again, it just gives me more pain to go through,
I am just another girl,
Lost in this huge world,
Even my thoughts are haunted,
Because it is blinded by my love for you so daunted
But what other options do I have in the end?
I’m stuck because all you want is to be my friend.

I see you feeling all hopeless against the world,
You’re stuck and your emotions are in a swirl,
But I see through your hurdles and tough times,
That one day, you are going to shine,
I’ll just be there to watch and be proud,
That its you out there with a crown,
Lord knows how much you deserve being known,
That you are a star just waiting for your light to be shone,
And ill be the greatest friend you ever had,
Not regretting for a second, not feeling ever sad,
I am trying to accept the fact that I would never have you,
I know it’ll take some time and lots of heartache to go through
But what matters is not how much I can love you, my dear
What matters is that, to you, I’ll always be near….