childhood love leads to marriage

first we fight very much for silly reasons. After that we were very good friends. I couldn't reveal that how /when i felt that i love him. After some months later we met.. my attitude to him were changed , his also, he was very much caring. And he fought with when i talked with other guys... i enjoyed very much becose of his angry . Whenever he get angry he looked very very smart. About his nature he was very brilliant with his study than me , i was an average girl about study. That is our first love.... and we felt something wrong when i can't see him daily... so we make an excuse to meet at vaccation time. That was very much interesting . At road nobody will care becose we were children.
After 10th we got separated , we met very shortly. And we separated for some time becose of some misunderstanding cause. At our plus two class i make my way to the same were he used to go his college. I was veery much happy to see him. After plus two i gone to New delhi the capital of india with my father for my further study. My father he is very suspecious man,, he never let letter come to me neither a phone . If my mother's letter came for me that also he first read and then it given to me. At that time i felt that was in cage. Becose my mother and father divorced when i was 10yrs. But my sister knew after 6years.When i was in delhi , there is his wife (my step mother ) and his son is their. My relief is that only my brother,,, i loved him very much and we fighted very much. Step mother was not satisfied with me. After six month i gone back to my native.
Then i met him again. i came to know that he was very much upset becose of my leaving...... after a long time my heart is filled with care ............